When the thought of living is just as bad as dying

Noelle Khalila NicollsSurviving Dialysis

For a split second my mother and I maintained the strong face: That defiant, fear no evil, I can do anything look you try to muster when facing the possibility of dying in three months. That moment passed quickly., and what came next was the puddle of tears. I mean, really, what do you say when the choice you are …