Dear Steele: I have a heart like Swiss cheese. Empty space in the hole you left, like the crater lake of the Taupo Volcano, surrounded by solid rock energy erupting with love for what my senses can still perceive. The doctor says the hole will get smaller over time, but it’ll never completely go away. I wonder what the hole …
Can I live with my sadness?
Dear Steele: If I were to go somewhere, or do something to take my sadness away, what would it cause? Would it cause me to give up my friend, to give in my piece of treasure? Would I stop writing you, talking to you, being comforted by you, kissing you? You weren’t mine to possess, so how could you be …
Ask and ye shall receive: I wish it were so simple
Dear Steele: I hear you are real busy up there, pulling strings to keep the family together. You now how some people can hear what spirits say. I wonder if when I talk to you, you hear what I say. Turns out, my summer is booked out too. I was gonna say a prayer tonight and ask God for something, …
We are the ones we have been waiting for
Dear God: When Steele said he finally felt the love, I wonder if what he was thinking was that he finally felt worthy, he finally felt good enough. When you feel worthy of love it helps your soul to grow and it opens you up to feel another level of emotional connection with the world. When you don’t feel worthy …
I am pregnant
Dear Steele: I am pregnant. Good news is you don’t have to worry about all the hormonal imbalances I am going through: not because you’re not here, I know you would not appreciate being forced to be an absentee father, but because the child is not yours. One of my girlfriends said I should have talked to you about freezing …