Glorianas, Montego Bay, Jamaica

On my way to take the next step

Noelle Khalila NicollsPrayer Book

The day Steele died, my laptop died. I brought it to the hospital to play some music for him; it booted up and then died. The motherboard short circuited. That evening, my friend’s grandfather died. My other friend’s aunt died. My other friend’s mother’s pastor’s daughter died. Shortly after, my good family friend had a heart attack (thankfully he’s still …

What languague do they speak in the afterlife?

Noelle Khalila NicollsPrayer Book

I told Steele that before I died I wanted to go back to Mozambique and swim with whale sharks. When I was there in 2002, October I believe, I went diving with wild dolphins off the coast of Ponta Malongane. After our boat returned to shore, some people from the group went back out. This time they encountered whale sharks. …

The sweet taste of death

Noelle Khalila NicollsPrayer Book

How sweet is death; It’s life that’s the great tragedy. People keep saying I am strong. They will soon tire of my ruminations; stop reading, stop commenting, and say she’s weak, and then look at me with pity. They will say, ‘What happened to that Energizer. What a waste of good talent’. Steele hated pity. He even told my parents …

How we honour the dead as life goes on

Noelle Khalila NicollsPrayer Book

People are not particularly interested or capable of remembering all the details. My girlfriend says it’s hard for her to pick out the details, because my whole life was surrouded by Steele. When we are so emersed in life, we often take the details for granted. Now, I have a slight obsession with remembering the details. Like my obsession with …

Kirk Steele and Collin Virgo

A friend who was like a brother

Noelle Khalila NicollsSteele Chronicles

My Faculty of Humanities and Education colleague, my G2K colleague, my Guild Council colleague, my Rex Nettleford Hall colleague, my drinking parry, my flexing parry, my pork parry, my sports parry, my chilling parry, my road trip parry, MY BROTHER. I think Noelle would have probably been often told that she had two husbands because the only thing Steele and …