I keep praying that this is a dream, or an elaborate joke. So I decided to write a speech for our wedding instead. You haven’t asked yet, and I haven’t said yes. But I know you do and I do to. I’ve seen you happy, because we were home alone and you could walk around in your boxers. I’ve seen you …
If heaven is such a great place, what are we waiting for?
That should be the next million dollar question. If heaven is such a great place to go home to, it seems like punishment to have to live until old age. If heaven is such a great place to go home too, it seems like everyone would try to live dangerously. If heaven is such a great place, we should be …
God: Let thy will be revealed!!!
I keep trying to figure out what Steele would be telling me right now if he were here. But I can’t hear him. I can’t believe how uncertain life is. I don’t want to talk to anyone because I keep listening to try to hear his voice. I wonder if he knows all my secrets now. I am afraid for …
I think I missed the joke: My Man of Steele is gone
Life just goes on when you die; makes it seem so pointless. The Man of Steele is gone. I feel like we got the short end of the stick. We’re the ones still stuck here on this shit hole. Time stopped when Steele was sick. Now it’s started back again, and everyone wants to get on with their lives. They …
An exercise in LOVE for Steele
Steele is very weak and very tired. He sleeps a lot. We continue to have faith that there is nothing too great that Doctor God can’t cure, and thank him for the blessing of life he continues to honor Steele with. One of the first things Steele told me at the start of this ordeal was: “I know you want …