Dear Steele: Have you ever wanted to do something, but you felt you didn’t have enough time? Or that it wasn’t the right time? There is a journey I have to take, but I am not worried about time. Time doesn’t exist. There is always enough time for what God has planned. Time only runs out on man’s plans. An angel told me he could show me the way.
People want to help me. They try to talk to me; they want to know what I want. There’s not much I know right now, especially what I want. Sometimes it comes to me, but not on my time, in its own time, and sometimes not in language I can easily communicate. I am thankful for ‘the word’. Now that I don’t recognise my voice I can’t speak. I hope people know that when they read my words or write me they are in communion with me.
I have relinquished control. I am trying to learn how to be with the consciousness that God is in control. I’ve never tried that before, so most of the time I just don’t know. I don’t know the answer to the question. But I know all will be revealed. It’s already written. You probably already know too. I wish you could whisper the answer in my ear.
It has suddenly become uncomfortable for me to say what ‘I want’: the ‘I’ in ‘me’ no longer seems complete, or all knowing, but ‘I n I’ (I and I) knows all things. I n I is this beautiful Rastafari concept that just became clear to me. It represents the oneness of God and every human being. When I learn to live my life as an expression of total oneness with I-self and I-God then I will be living my destiny, manifesting my purpose that was written by God. I n I also represents ‘you and I’, signifying the unity of both people, I n I, under the love of God.
I must take this trip with I n I and learn from I n I. I will call it my Treasure Hunt. You can come with me, and you don’t even need a visa. My angel said to me: “Noelle, I can’t go with you, but I can see and I can show you.” I told him that was okay, because I had you to keep my company and you had some experience as an angel. I asked: “Where to first?” My angel said: “Back to bed.”